look, these teachers, these teachers want us to work. y'know? and i say fine. i'll work. but you gotta let me do the kinda work that i wanna do. and for me, lindsay, it's...it's my drum kit, man. this is my passion, yknow? this is...this is the essence of who i am now. but before i had this, i was lost too. you see what i'm saying? you need to find your reason for...for living. you gotta find your big, gigantic drumkit, yknow?